this is a mere personal journal.
“i am incapable of wanting”
it just occurred to me that this may be the utmost definition of depression. it’s just a deep hole to be sinked in complete denial and rejection, it can’t be helped, for it’s a feeling felt deep down, much deeper than anyone could imagine. and this is the case with Alain, he has lots of friends and a community who cares for him but is it ever enough? he says that the love he receives…