Currently depressed because I know I won’t have a movie experience like this for a long time. Sound of Metal is the best two hours 2020 has to offer. Throughout most of the film you feel absolute terror for Ruben and can’t help but put yourself in his shoes thinking how awful and frustrating it would be to suddenly lose your hearing. But after that incredible ending shot, your view has probably changed along with Rubens. There’s beauty in the silence.