what's a boy to do when he finally finds a reason to fight on, only to have that reason disappear

what's a boy to do when the only love in his life is fabricated, or lost when he finally finds the real thing 

what's a boy to do when he tries his hand at things, finds the agency to finally stand up and fight, only to make everything worse

what's a boy to do when he has nothing to lose, and yet the world demands more 

what's a boy to do but keep walking forward?