"What's wrong with me? Like, am I broken?"
Like Regular Helen (Ever Mainard, absolutely delighful), I gave myself my first orgasm, reading something smutty. I also had to seek out information about my body by asking an aunt to buy me one of those "our bodies, ourselves" books. Which of course had nothing in it about queer sex. It did, though, talk about masturbation and orgasm, in a perfunctory way.
It took me much longer to be able to orgasm…