i *know* that art gets worse than DEMOLITION, but as i sat on my flight today and tried to make sense of what i just watched, i couldn't imagine how.

fuck this movie straight to hell.

beyond being terrible in every conceivable way, it's also bad in one pivotal respect of which i hadn't previously been able to conceive! everybody grieves in their own way (or *not really grieves,* as the case may be, here), but NOBODY, ever, in all of recorded time, has ever grieved (or *not really grieved,* as the case may be, here) like Jake G's character does in this movie. none of these people are human, they're inadvertent parodies of bad Fox Searchlight-era film types, and…

I'm the kind of guy who buries everything deep down. If someone close to me died, you wouldn't know it unless I told you. If I got fired or failed a class, my general demeanor wouldn't change enough to be noticeable. I internalize everything, burying it deep down inside and doing my best to ignore until eventually, it just goes away or the world solves the problem for me. It's a quietly destructive system of dealing with hardships, but from my experience I think I would prefer it to the alternate, more vocal and public approach. People often deem this method unhealthy, something I vehemently disagree with. I'm a put together individual, relatively mature and pretty steadfast in my fundamental…

Saw it again and it hit me even harder.

Punch-Drunk Love directed by Terrence Malick.

So much of this film plays out like a Terrence Malick film.
Old Malick. Like a "Days of Heaven" prime Malick. More narrative-driven Malick. Yet also very new-Malick as well. 
The use of voiceover over the choppy, sporadic imagery. Like a broken fairy tale or dream. A bunch of pieces falling downwards, hoping they can stay intact once they hit rock bottom.

Its story is weak, you say?

Isn't life like that? Don't you have days where you feel out of place? Like you were randomly placed here? Like nothing seems to be falling in the right place, or order? That's what "Demolition" conveys so…

I honestly loved Demolition. 
And I honestly have no idea why. 

I know why I liked it, but I have no idea why I loved it. 

It's so much better than 95% of the mainstream bullshit we get now. 

This is an extremely personal film about finding yourself. 

Jake Gyllenhaal gives one of the best performances of 2016 so far. 

This movie is special. It went in ways I didn't expect. 

It's not cliché or forcibly heartfelt, it's a simple film, but complex at the same time. 

The way this film gets into Gyllenhaal's character and in his head is spectacular. 

You know what's he thinking, but the insanity and oddness flowing through his brain is so unpredictable. 

That kid…