this bitch is back!!!!!1!
I've all but disappeared from this website (and Twitter) haven't I? if you're willing to listen, this is where I was.
I watched mistress America by accident. I build myself up to watch movies; make myself excited, prepare my thoughts and emotions, concentrate. I passively listened and watched while cleaning my room on a Sunday. I was excited, it was the day before I would commit to college.
here's where it gets complicated. there is college a and college b. college a is near my hometown and is basically the second coming of my high school. college b is in NYC, an hour train ride from where I wanted to be, the place I've been low…