In early June, 2013, my best friend killed herself.

She took a cab to the middle of nowhere and vanished, and three months later, her body was found. In the wake of her disappearance, I was... obliterated. Utterly and completely obliterated. I still have not recovered, and I know I probably never will.

Sometime shortly after she disappeared, I joined this site. At the time, I could not have told you the real reason why. I had been trying to make a list of my favorite movies through Facebook's piss poor interface, got fed up, and joined this site that some of my online friends had been using. I decided shortly thereafter to take up a project: to watch the…