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My picture of Costa's ambition wasn't clear until after I talked to him. Then it was clear he was making Murnau-meets-Griffith and it all clicked. Beautiful, haunted melodrama that never speaks above a whisper.

read.kinoscope.org/2020/02/23/the-camera-becomes-a-friend-an-interview-with-pedro-costa/

After talking to him and watching his movie small again, viewing it through the little window on the editing software (same thing happened with Kusama) I was suddenly so attracted to every image I couldn't imagine not loving it, not loving what he does,…

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It is quite something that we lived until this moment. I am envious of future generations, just as I am not. They will see things I’ll never see, but it will come with dreads I cannot Fathom. The tactility of the now keeps this present moment from feeling truly terrifying all the time. I leave my apartment and I see people walking their dogs, people without homes, stores, bars, trains teeming with the impatient, people who know that when…