Yi Yi

I really have no idea what to say. I want to say something like: "this makes me want to make movies, show the world what my eyes see." And that is true, but I just don't know what that is. I feel a little lost. I find sometimes that I am best at being an observer, a sort of apathetic wanderer, looking at everything and trying to interpret it, often failing. I feel especially so after movies like these. It's as if I've forgotten who I am. I'm sure later today, or maybe tomorrow, I will be back to "normal" (whatever that means), but I am still very uncertain. Confused. I do know that I love movies. I love to lose myself in them. Experience another world for a short time. I don't think that's a viable way to live life though. I gotta live my own life too. I'll make something one of these days that I hope will be how I see. I have hope that that will happen. I'm not sure what else there is for me.

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