"I kept track of the time differences, so I knew when you were awake and I was asleep"
Disobedience: failure or refusal to obey rules or someone in authority.
I tend to draw myself after such a feel that started and ended with the point of being free. Where conflict inside religion and in some reference forces a girl true feelings and feel loveless in a place where she can't be herself.
When she is very pure, adequate and comfortable…