Update: Withdrawal symtoms comes and goes still after 3 years, and this list has become my watchlist. I used to be a reader before all the medicines, so in a way all this shit feelings gave birth to an appreceation of visual media and that is a plus of course.(Just must try to share my free time on both film and books)
Ok so now I have thrown in a bunch of films that I have seen, sometimes multiple times and then some that are exciting rather than scary, so this list has swelled enormously. And I will not be able to watch all films before new year. But.....benzo abstinence can last for months so maybe I will still be needing this scary comfort in the beginning of next year. Oh and I will watch the films randomely, like a game, because playing is essential for a good life.