I developed incredibly severe, debilitating OCD around the summer of 2014 — it’s something that still impacts every second of my life, fills me with intrusive thoughts that I either indulge in or push myself to combat at all times. Whenever I’m focusing on something, whether it’s work, social interactions, even just trying to relax and watch a movie, I’m simultaneously dealing with OCD compulsions and wanting to give into them.
The last time I rewatched The Aviator was in…