"I was younger than I thought of myself to be."

TW: Sexual abuse

I'm having trouble breathing as I type this, and my hands are still shaking a little bit. I feel sick watching it and my eyes water every few moments no matter how many times I wipe the tears away. It's too close to what happened and it hurts deeply to think about, even more than when watching Mysterious Skin.

In my review for Mysterious Skin back in…