This is what it's like. You have no socialization among others in real-life, so you turn to the internet. You latch onto a person. You start doing things that don't seem like you. That aren't you. You start to not be able to tell the difference between who you are and what you're doing. What's real? What's pretend? You can say it's all pretend, it's just for fun, but really you don't know what real means anymore.