The gaze having colonized and replaced, rendering the whole of the body an optic nerve and the eyes no longer the eyes but where the new eye intersects with the transmission of data and of pleasure, the body an extension of the new eye, a system which can record, edit and play back events which use lived duration as another field to extend into and parasitically feed from, remaking it in the process, subsumed within and consumed there at leisure.…

Watching Bob Larson anti-metal vhs tapes when there are no other metal vhs tapes to be had because you have already watched Cliff Em All 6 times in a row and being told that listening to Ozzy and Led Zeppelin will lead you on the path to hell you are already in the clutches of.

Practicing making the Metallica logo on your school desk with either end of a mechanical pencil over and over and then moving on to Slayer's…

When I was an agoraphobic psychotic 13 year old in 1987, my most prized possession was a VHS tape I had made myself by recording David Cronenberg's The Fly and Aliens off of HBO. I watched those movies over and over. I barely went to school that fall. I had not finished the end of 7th Grade because incarcerated in a for-profit psychiatric hospital for children, let out to go to an academic summer program, which was a bad idea…