me: i’m having an existential crisis 
Synecdoche, New York: uno reverse, bitch

Charlie Kaufman... this may be the single most depressing and confrontational film i’ve ever experienced in my life, and God knows how badly i can immerse myself in the world of a film.

This is seriously some heavy stuff.  
While a lot of movies either make me upset or anxious by being so honest yet hard to read, i was mostly just sad while watching this.
But…

she wore blue velvet 🎶 
oh wow.  
i don’t think i’ve ever watched something so weird. 

Let me elaborate. i’ve never felt so taken into a place and time that i’m not even familiar with, but just inserted there. This is one of the most normal settings you can choose for a film.

Jeffrey Beaumont (Kyle MacLachlan) our main guy here comes back home from school because his dad had a stroke. okay and? he’s walking in a field…