perhaps she was the one who said turn around
she didn't see me
the intentionality of 'I thought of you' made me pause the movie for a few minutes. it's héloïse saying no, my subconscious is not to credit. no, I did not dream of you. I thought of you. deliberately, intentionally. on purpose, you were in my mind on purpose. I put you there myself. knowingly. consciously.
it's making me go crazy